Esther is a confused human being·May 20A crush is a mirror we mistake for a windowWhen I first read about crushes are often just misplaced ambition several years ago, the claim interested me but felt foreign. It framed…A response icon1A response icon1
Esther is a confused human being·Apr 16You can refuse to be bulliedI used to be afraid of rage. I thought it was uncivilized, something to be managed, suppressed, ashamed of, until a teacher showed me that…A response icon1A response icon1
Esther is a confused human being·Apr 14Building my romantic confidenceGrowing up in Taiwan, I inherited a body of sexual shame so dense it metastasized into something larger — romantic shame.A response icon1A response icon1
Esther is a confused human being·Mar 22Cradled by My RageI had a dream.A response icon2A response icon2
Esther is a confused human being·Mar 1My flirting practiceAs I started to realize how much shame I carried about my sexuality, I also saw how I had quietly rejected parts of myself — my femininity…A response icon2A response icon2
Esther is a confused human being·Jan 31How would you spend your time if you became a billionaire?self loveA response icon3A response icon3
Esther is a confused human being·Jan 25How 10 day silent meditation transformed my lifeflowA response icon2A response icon2
